Well, I haven't been in a so good mood lately. I have three major projects due in these next two months, none of which I haven't started. But don't worry. Got that covered now.
I've just been way pressured.
And no, it is not stress. Stress comes from you and yourself only. Pressure is my definition for teachers being hard on you, expectations rising, and seemingly endless research. I have pressure, not stress.
I have so much to do, and not much time at all. I'm starting to devote more time for homework. Wasn't very productive anyhoo. And I lost all of my games on my Game boy emulator. Just my luck, right?
Maybe I should invest in a two dollar cartridge. I can't make it bigger on the screen though. D8
And Lily is sick now. Which gives me even more pressure. That is something that I don't even want to THINK about right now.
She has gall bladder stones. And I didn't know this, but there are stones that won't come back, and stones that will recur over and over again. Which basically means death.
So they're cutting her open tomorrow morning, sending the stones out to the lab, and seeing what kind she has.
I kind of wish my mom didn't tell me that she has a chance of dying. I'd rather have one huge moment of sorrow than a whole week of worrying for nothing.
So cross your fingers. DO IT.
And why she was pooping everywhere was because her peepee hurt, so she'd try to pee. The stones were blocking the pee so bad, and she was pushing so hard, SQUIRT!
That was how the vet explained it. My mom wants to switch vets.
She's always sick and keeps thinking Duke is a girl. Uhm, Ms. Medical Degree? Look down there. Puleaze.
But I'm really worried about Lily. Especially since I've seen the inside of an animal hospital. It's not the most friendly place. She must be so lonely. And sometimes they take the cute ones out of the cages to pet them.
DONTCHOO BE TOUCHIN MAH BABAY. D88888
Had a really fun shoot with Remi today at the park. Went for the cows, couldn't find any, so we strippah danced on the playground poles. I'll get the pictures later. I just want to sleep now. Get all of this crap off of my mind.
Honestly, I think Lily's death would be worse than Cocoa's death. And you guys all know how that was. We've had Lily since like, the third grade. I don't want it to stop.
And she's not sleeping with me anymore. I miss her. D;
And my cell phone has been at my house for the past couple of days. So if you texted me, that's why I'm not answering. I'll probably find it by tomorrow though. I don't know.
Yeah, I'm heading to bed. I'm all sad now. D8
I've just been way pressured.
And no, it is not stress. Stress comes from you and yourself only. Pressure is my definition for teachers being hard on you, expectations rising, and seemingly endless research. I have pressure, not stress.
I have so much to do, and not much time at all. I'm starting to devote more time for homework. Wasn't very productive anyhoo. And I lost all of my games on my Game boy emulator. Just my luck, right?
Maybe I should invest in a two dollar cartridge. I can't make it bigger on the screen though. D8
And Lily is sick now. Which gives me even more pressure. That is something that I don't even want to THINK about right now.
She has gall bladder stones. And I didn't know this, but there are stones that won't come back, and stones that will recur over and over again. Which basically means death.
So they're cutting her open tomorrow morning, sending the stones out to the lab, and seeing what kind she has.
I kind of wish my mom didn't tell me that she has a chance of dying. I'd rather have one huge moment of sorrow than a whole week of worrying for nothing.
So cross your fingers. DO IT.
And why she was pooping everywhere was because her peepee hurt, so she'd try to pee. The stones were blocking the pee so bad, and she was pushing so hard, SQUIRT!
That was how the vet explained it. My mom wants to switch vets.
She's always sick and keeps thinking Duke is a girl. Uhm, Ms. Medical Degree? Look down there. Puleaze.
But I'm really worried about Lily. Especially since I've seen the inside of an animal hospital. It's not the most friendly place. She must be so lonely. And sometimes they take the cute ones out of the cages to pet them.
DONTCHOO BE TOUCHIN MAH BABAY. D88888
Had a really fun shoot with Remi today at the park. Went for the cows, couldn't find any, so we strippah danced on the playground poles. I'll get the pictures later. I just want to sleep now. Get all of this crap off of my mind.
Honestly, I think Lily's death would be worse than Cocoa's death. And you guys all know how that was. We've had Lily since like, the third grade. I don't want it to stop.
And she's not sleeping with me anymore. I miss her. D;
And my cell phone has been at my house for the past couple of days. So if you texted me, that's why I'm not answering. I'll probably find it by tomorrow though. I don't know.
Yeah, I'm heading to bed. I'm all sad now. D8
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Aww, i'm sorry. I hope Lily gets better D:
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